~박유미's FanFics~

"HaeMin, please receive this letter..."
"Thank you but Sorry,I can't accept your love"

Lee HaeMin,the prettiest girl in Art Department of DaeGu University,once again refusing a guy.. It has been the 100 times for her to refuse all that guys who falling in love with her..She is quite famous in school..Along with her friends, Han LeeGyung and Moon ChaeYeon, she takes a painting class today..LeeGyung and ChaeYeon are already in the class with their boyfriend..HaeMin comes in with an angry face..As she sees her friends,she smiles at them..

"Owh,hello,JoonKi,TaeMin..How are you??",she greets LeeGyung and ChaeYeon's boyfriend first..
"Hi,HaeMin..What happened??Again??Guys??",TaeMin answered her..TaeMin is HaeMin's twin..TaeMin is her oppa since TaeMin was born first..
"Again??",LeeGyung added..HaeMin just nodded..
"YA, Lee HaeMin..!! Are you crazy?? How old are you now?? You never date any guys!! Forget him!! He's just your past that made you like this!!", ChaeYeon added..
"Who?? The guy from middle school??", JoonKi asked me..
"What?!So,you still remember him??That bastard??",TaeMin seems angry..
"Well,it's easy for you guys to talk..I'm so sorry to say this but I'm not like you two,LeeGyung and ChaeYeon..Oppa, you too..You know what kind of woman I am..We have been together for about 6 years and oppa, we have been together for 20 years, you should know my characteristic..You should know me..I don't believe in love anymore",she answered with a sad tone..Her heart is weak..She's not strong enough when her friends said something like that about her past..She could cry..TaeMin,LeeGyung and ChaeYeon know well about HaeMin past since they're in the same middle school until now..And, right!! She cries..

"HaeMin-ah..Mianhe..I don't mean that..really..I know your feeling..Sorry", ChaeYeon hugs her as she says sorry to her friend..LeeGyung also hugs her..

Not long after that, their lecturer comes in and starts the class..HaeMin doesn't pay attention to the lecturer..She looks out the window and thinking, "Maybe my friends are right..I have to find someone who can make me forget that 'bastard' man"

The class finally done..Today is the last day for them in University since tomorrow, they will have a vacation for 3 months (summer holiday)..LeeGyung,Chaeyeon,JoonKi,TaeMin and HaeMin go to the town for a dinner..They are planning to hang out together tomorrow at 10AM in Seoul city..

At home,after the dinner,TaeMin asks HaeMin about that 'guy' from her past..Again, HaeMin is crying if she remembers how her heart is hurt by that 'guy'..This time, HaeMin cries in TaeMin's chest..As a brother (oppa), TaeMin comforts his little sister..

Next morning, they are ready to go..HaeMin looks so pretty in a white one piece dress with a pink ribbon in her hair..She tied her hair with that ribbon..TaeMin looks so handsome like usual in white denim and jeans..TaeMin drives his Black Porsche Carrera GT and HaeMin drives her Silver R8 Audi from their house to Seoul..TaeMin picks ChaeYeon up first..LeeGyung and JoonKi are already go together..

HaeMin arrived first on Seoul University..They promised to meet each other there..HaeMin gets in a bad mood since they're not arrived yet..It almost 1 hour..She decided to go outside and started to looking around the University..When she has her 'visit' to the University,she can see so many boys looking at her.."Well,she is pretty,right??Is she our student??What major??Why I never saw her before??"..That's all what she heard whenever she walks..Actually,it's a holiday but the students in Seoul University are come to their University for administration things..Then, HaeMin passes 6 boys..They are just go out from the library..One of them stopped and look back to her..HaeMin also does the same thing..Their eyes meet each other like they know each other..

"JunHyung-ah,why??",one of them asked the guy who is looking at HaeMin..All of them are looking to the direction JunHyung's sees..
"You know her??",asked the other..
"I think I know her",JunHyung answered him,"but I forget where I met her"
"She's pretty..",one of them says that with a deep look on HaeMin..
"Yeah,she's pretty..But she's not a student here, I think..Coz I never saw her before..Have you,KiKwang??",said the other..
"Nope..But DooJoon and JunHyung looked so weird..See??They locked their eyes on that girl..",said the guy named KiKwang..

HaeMin just looking at JunHyung..She even makes a sad face while looking at him..She cries and runs away, back to her car..JunHyung, in reflect, runs after her..When JunHyung wants to catch HaeMin, he sees 3 cars come in and parked near HaeMin's car..He hides and take a look..He sees someone that he knows goes out from the car and busy asking the girl who cries near her car..Lee TaeMin,his classmate on high school..Suddenly he remembers who that girl is..

"Is she Lee HaeMin??How can she..How..How can she become like that??She's totally different from high school..Wow..But how?!",he's mumbling..He doesn't know when DooJoon came..DooJoon asks him,"You know her??Why she cried when she saw you??Are you her past??"..JunHyung got shock when he heard DooJoon's voice..
"Huh?! Me?? Her past?? No.. I just realized that she is actually my ex-classmates in high school.. She was moved to another school and we never met again.. Today is the first time I saw her again after 4 years..She changed a lot", JunHyung answered DooJoon while looking at HaeMin whom driving her car and go away with the others..JunHyung looks back and he gets DooJoon's face is close with his face..

"You love her??",DooJoon investigated..
"Huh?! NO!!",JunHyung blushed..
"Then why you looked her like that??And why you are blushing??",DooJoon asked again..
"NOTHING!!Stop asking!!",JunHyung answered..
"Then, could you pairing me up with her??I think I falling in love with her in the first sight",DooJoon asking a favor..
"Huh?!But... Well,I'll do it",JunHyung agreed with a low tone..

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HaeMin doesn't pay attention on her friends and their holiday..She is thinking about JunHyung, the boy who hurt her feeling 4 years ago,the boy who makes her doesn't believe in love anymore.. Suddenly, she remembers all of the past she had from 4 years ago..

FLASHBACK

HaeMin, the ugliest girl in the school because she was too short; wore a glasses; always tied her hair up like a ponytail and she's too thin,love someone in her class..This boy wasn't popular like TaeMin, HaeMin's twin brother because he's too cold and never talked with anyone..One day, HaeMin took a look at this boy when he played basketball with TaeMin..This boy smiled at her..That was the first time HaeMin got a smile from him..

"Oppa, can you please help me??", HaeMin asked TaeMin for a favor..
"Hmm??"
"Oppa, I fall in love with JunHyung",HaeMin said..
"WHAT??!! You what??",TaeMin shrieked after hearing what his twin just said..
"Why??",asked HaeMin..
"No, nothing..Don't you know that we'll be move to another region??And sorry for saying this..But you're not his type..",TaeMin with a sad tone, gave HaeMin a big shock.. HaeMin ran away and cried..She looked at the mirror in her room and got angry..

"OF COURSE JUNHYUNG DOESN'T LIKE YOU,UGLY!!! HOW CAN YOU BE SO UGLY LIKE THIS WHILE YOUR TWIN IS SO HANDSOME?? LEE HAEMIN,I HATE YOU!!!",She screamed and cried..She removed her glasses and looked at the mirror.."In 3 months before I leaving this school, I'll make myself more beautiful and make JunHyung falling in love with me..I promised"

She started to eat more than usual and went to a gym..She started to wear a make-up..She wore a contact-lens..She cut her hair and it looked short..She didn't know that JunHyung was actually watching her transformation and he always smiling whenever looking at this girl..

3 Months passed but she was still on her progress to make herself more beautiful..She actually changed a little bit..Her body didn't look too thin anymore but nothing different from her fashion style because she wasn't brave enough to wear a beauty dress..She wrote a letter for JunHyung,2 days before she would be left..She left the letter on JunHyung's desk when he wasn't there..

~HaeMin's Letter~

"JunHyung-ssi..I want to meet you in the auditorium room tonight..at 7PM..I have something to tell..Please come..I'll be waiting"

7PM..
HaeMin was waiting for JunHyung in a cold weather.. She forgot to bring her jacket because she was too excited to meet JunHyung..Too bad,the auditorium room was locked,so HaeMin had to waited outside with a strong wind and snow..
2 hours past, JunHyung didn't showed up yet..HaeMin was shaking because of the weather..TaeMin was worried about his sister and tried to looking for her..He found his sister fainted in front of the auditorium room with many bloods out from her nose..He was panicked and in instant, carried his sister to the hospital..TaeMin finally found out the reason why his sister being like that..He got mad at JunHyung..He wanted to hit JunHyung but he had to be in his sister side..

2 days later, Lee's family had to go..HaeMin's condition was still severe..They put HaeMin on the car..HaeMin already woke up but still weak..

FLASHBACK END

"HaeMin,why you crying??",LeeGyung asks HaeMin whom just wake up from her memory..
"Nothing..Just happy to be with you guys..",she lies..HaeMin goes back to her car and driving back to Seoul University..TaeMin is looking at her..

HaeMin still loves JunHyung and she wants to know why he didn't come that night..She drives back and she finds that JunHyung is with a woman..He kisses her..HaeMin goes near to them..When she almost approaching JunHyung and that woman, someone holds her hand..

"Remember me??",a man says something from behind..
"Huh??Who are...",HaeMin turns back and she got shock when she saw that man's face,"DooJoon??"
"Hahaha..You still remember me, then..How are you?!",DooJoon hugs her..

JunHyung turn his eyes and he sees what's happening between DooJoon and HaeMin..He shocks..HaeMin hugs DooJoon too and they're laughing together..HaeMin and DooJoon walk together..JunHyung follows them..DooJoon introduces HaeMin to the other boys..

"Guys,this is my friend from middle school..Her name is Lee HaeMin",DooJoon introduces HaeMin and JunHyung got shock..Middle School??DooJoon met HaeMin in the new school then..The boys greet HaeMin..

"Ah,JunHyung-ah..This is Lee HaeMin..",said one of the boys..
"He knows..He was HaeMin's friend too",DooJoon said with a low tone..
"Nee??",all of them are confused now..

JunHyung sits together with them..HaeMin call TaeMin to tell him that she's okay..She tell him that they're couples but she's alone..JunHyung watching her..He doesn't like the way how DooJoon and HaeMin joking..DooJoon's hand once holding HaeMin's hand or hair just like her boyfriend..JunHyung wants to talk with HaeMin but his lips can't open whenever HaeMin look at him.."She's totally changed a lot",that's what JunHyung said all over again in his heart..

In the afternoon,HaeMin gets back to her home..TaeMin is there..He asks HaeMin where she was today..HaeMin answered him that she met DooJoon..TaeMin leaves his sister alone and smell something wrong with his sister..If she met DooJoon,then she should be happy but why she looks so sad??

In the bedroom, HaeMin almost cries..She doesn't want to cry but her tears can't be stopped.. Suddenly,her phone is ringing..There is a text message..She reads that and it is from DooJoon..She makes a sigh and throws her phone to the bed as well as her body..

-Text Message-
"Hello,HaeMin. This is DooJoon. Save my number!! ^_^ Btw, HaeMin-ah,today, you were running from Seoul Univ with a teary eyes after seeing JunHyung. What happened?? Is he your past or something?? Sorry for asking this but I'm really curious. Reply me. ^__^"

HaeMin doesn't want to reply DooJoon's message so she decided to take a bath and then sleep..The next day,HaeMin wakes late..She suddenly hears someone screaming from downstair..Her little brother waking her up and shaking next to her..Their parents are not home..They are busy with their business..

"Noona..noona..Hyung was hitting someone",Lee WonHae crying..
"What??",HaeMin gets down from the bed and running downstair..She sees TaeMin is hitting JunHyung..What is he doing here??

"OPPA!!!",she screams..Both of them looking to the stairs..JunHyung's face is really a mess..So many blood out from his nose..TaeMin let JunHyung go..JunHyung is laying down on the floor now..He doesn't have any strength to stand anymore..HaeMin runs to JunHyung's body..

"OPPA!! How could you do this to him??", HaeMin cries as she hugs JunHyung's body..
"HE DESERVES IT!!!",TaeMin is yelling..
"What?! You crazy?? You can be arrested by a police!!",HaeMin cries again..
"Why?? You still love him?? THAT BASTARD IS THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR LIFE...HE...HE...HE RUINED YOUR LIFE!!!",TaeMin started to cry too as he remembers how he found his sister in the road full of snow with many bloods..
"OPPA!!! Yes,I still love him!! WHY?? Am I wrong?? He's the one that makes me changed like this!!",HaeMin hugs JunHyung's body tightly..
"You crazy?? YOU ALMOST DIED TO WAITED FOR HIM!!! I found you.....",TaeMin can't continue his words..He gets back to his room..

HaeMin takes JunHyung to her room..WonHae is there to help HaeMin..Not long after HaeMin cured JunHyung's wound,he wakes up..HaeMin is about to go but JunHyung is holding her arm..

"HaeMin-ah..Ugh",JunHyung still in pain as he tries to get up..
"JunHyung!! Don't get up!! Your body is weak now!!",HaeMin gets worried and she put JunHyung back to the bed..
"HaeMin..I don't understand what was TaeMin talking about..I ruined your life??",JunHyung tries to ask HaeMin about what was TaeMin said before..
"Nothing..You don't have to know..That's my bitter past..Btw,how could you find my house??We never contacted ever again since I moved",HaeMin avoided JunHyung's question..
"I asked DooJoon"
"Ah~ really??Well...",HaeMin can't continue her words..They break into a silence for 5 minutes and then JunHyung asks the same question..At that time,HaeWon who is there,answers JunHyung's question..JunHyung got shock with HaeWon question while HaeMin cries..

--TO BE CONTINUE--

SEUNGHYUN’S LETTER FOR MIJI


XX December 2009

To : Kang Mi Ji
Apgujeong-Dong, Seoul
South Korea

Mi Ji, how are you? Wish that you have a great life. Woah, it has been 2 years since we were broke-up. I even never called you again since then. I’m so evil, huh?! But whatever, actually I still love you. I really wanted to say this. I still love you. I never thought about broke up actually. I regretted what I had done to you. I’m so sorry.

Maybe it is weird why I wrote a letter to you. Maybe this is the first and the last letter for you. Today is the best and the worst day ever in my life. I don’t know when I will send this letter to you. Maybe in 10 years later or maybe I never do it.

Do you know why today is the best day? It’s because I have met our best friend, JungMin. So long time I didn’t see him and today I met him, my best friend ever. We talked much and we shared everything. I was so happy to see him again.

And do you know why today is the worst day ever in my life? I’ll tell you. A friend of mine asked me today, If he could go out with you. He told me he could cherish you better than I did. I couldn't tell him that I still have sleepless nights because of you. Although I'd cheered my friend on and sent him off with a forced smile. Not even sure why I had told him all what you like and don’t like. Knowing in hindsight I would be regretting this but still forced myself to pretend to be cool. Knowing behind my friend's back, I would be upset and be begging him to stop. My heart's not yet ready to let you go. And please, when he come to you to confess his feeling, Say you can't because your heart is still waiting for me, please say no! Oww, that was actually the words I wanted to tell you about tonight. But because I was not too brave, I canceled our meeting. I’m so sorry. But really, I wanted to say that to you.

But maybe you two already paired up as a couple when you read this letter. I regretted all of my stupidity. If I could be braver to fight all of this, maybe we couldn’t be separated like this. I really regretted it. But, Mi Ji, I want to say that I still love you. I will love you always even for the entire of my life. I can’t forget you.

Well, I want to end this letter. Please stay healthy and happy for forever. You know my heart is just for you. I will keep watching and remembering you forever. I LOVE YOU, MI JI.

With love,

Choi Seung Hyun


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SEUNGHYUN’S LETTER FOR JUNGMIN

XX December 2009

To : Park Jung Min
Gang Nam, Seoul
South Korea

Hello, my best friend, Park Jung Min. I never wanted to give this letter to you, but if you read this letter, then I already passed away. I just want to say :

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY EX-GIRLFRIEND WHO I LOVE THE MOST IN THIS WORLD..!!

Sorry, I couldn't say that on the day when you asked me about my relationship with MiJi. Please, keep your promise to take care of her. I know that you can be a good guy for her. Sorry if I still love her.

I know, this letter might be short but this is my biggest request for you. My friend, see you again. Keep your promise. I'll be watching you always. Thank you for being my good and best friend since middle school. Love you, friend.


Sincerely,

Choi SeungHyun





--THE END--

MiJi’s POV

1 year passed after SeungHyun’s dead. JungMin opens his bag at our house (right, we’re a husband and wife now) after kept it for 1 year in his wardrobe. I don’t know why he kept it for that long.

Ok, now he finds a hat, SeungHyun’s cellphone and SeungHyun’s wallet. He opens SeungHyun’s wallet and he looks so shock after saw something there. I ask him what did he see but he ignores to answer my question. He just says NOTHING. Something is suspicious here. Why he ignored my question?? This is the 1st time he did that to me. Well, I also found something. Wow, 2 envelopes with my name and JungMin’s name written there.

“Uhm, JungMin, I found these letters. There’s a name in each letter, mine and you. Maybe he wrote these letters for us. I’m so curious about the contents of this letter. Do you want to open it??”
“Go for it, MiJi”

I open my letter 1st. I read all the contents of the letter and my tears suddenly fall. It couldn’t be like this. I feel so guilty now. It’s like I’m a criminal. I remember everything now. The day he told me to break up, the day he called me and the day he died. I remember all of that. It’s all related to me and JungMin. I open JungMin’s letter. I just see a few words there but in big bold underline words. I look at JungMin’s face. His face is still weird. He still holds SeungHyun’s wallet. I stand up and look what it is. I shock when I see my pictures there and it’s a lot of them. I remember those pictures were taken when we were still dating. I hug JungMin and say, “Honey, I think it was our entire fault. I thought about his dead and I read his letter for us so, I made a conclusion that actually we are the reason behind his death. I think we should go to his graveyard and say our sorry to him”

“What’s the letter about???”
“You have to read this”. I give him my letter and his letter. He starts to read that and he starts to shaking and crying after read the letters.
“Ok, let’s go to his graveyard tomorrow after I finished my work at the office. Is that okay, hun??”
“Ok, I will be packing our things”

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The next afternoon.

We are going to SeungHyun’s graveyard. But suddenly I feel not good. My head is like spinning around and I have to puke in the middle of our way to there. I hold JungMin’s hand so tight and tell him to stop. He immediately stops at the bush around there. I fall to his lap. He’s so panic and carries me to the car. He tries to find a hospital near there but none. I wake up by myself and say to him that I’m okay. Yea, because we’re expecting a baby right now, so JungMin is panic if something happen with me or our baby. It has been 3 months now.

We arrive at the cemetery. We are looking for SeungHyun’s grave. After we found it, we pray for him and we said sorry to him. Because of us, he had to be in that grave. I feel so sorry. Actually, if he met me that night when he called me, I think it wouldn't be happened. I take out the letters from my purse and I put the letters on the grave.

With tears, I said “THANK YOU, SEUNGHYUNNIE. I’M SO SORRY BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU. JUNGMIN AND I ARE MARRIED NOW. WE WILL HAVE A BABY AND I HOPE IT WOULD BE LIKE YOU. I HOPE HE WILL LOOK LIKE YOU AND HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY LIKE YOU. I KNOW YOU ARE A GREAT MAN I EVER MET. ONCE AGAIN, I’M SO SORRY. JUNGMIN IS REALLY TAKING CARE OF ME. HE IS A GOOD HUSBAND. SO, DON’T WORRY. LOVE YOU”.

JungMin also shed a tear when I said that. He also apologizes to SeungHyun while holding the letters. “SEUNGHYUNNIE, I’M SO SORRY. IF I KNEW THAT YOU STILL LOVED HER, I WOULDN’T BE SO BRAVE TO SAY THE THINGS LIKE THAT TO YOU A YEAR AGO. I KNOW I JUST THINKING FOR MYSELF. I KNOW THAT I’M SELFISH. MY HEART WAS BLIND THAT TIME. REALLY I’M SO SORRY. I’LL DO WHAT IS YOUR LAST WORDS IN THIS LETTER. I PROMISE”. JungMin put back the letter to his pocket. He doesn’t want to leave that letter here. He said that it is a ‘contract’ between him and SeungHyun. After that, we go back to Seoul.

--The End--

p.s : Part 3 will be up for SeungHyun's Letter for MiJi and JungMin..

SeungHyun’s POV

It’s raining outside. I don’t have any strength to get up from my bed. I’m going back to sleep. Suddenly, my phone is ringing. Who is that? Who is the nerd calling me at this time? Err… I need to sleep with this good season, this holiday and of course, I’m too tired after finished my work last night. I don’t want to answer the phone. Whoever it is, I don’t care. I just want to sleep.

1 hour past, but the phone is always ringing. I couldn’t sleep at all because of this noise. I decided to wake up and answer the phone. Ouch, my foot is hurt by something. Shit, my flat is totally in rush. I just stepped on my binder. I think this mess was from last night when I stressed out because of my work. Okay, I need to answer the phone now or I will go crazy.

“Hello?!”
“Hello. SeungHyun-ah, can you come out today? I have something to tell you. It’s an urgent”
“Oww, Hi, JungMin. Hmm, I don’t know. I will call you later if I can go out. Ok?!”
“But… SeungHyun-ie, why? Are you tired?”
“Hmm, yeah, kinda. I didn’t have a good sleep last night.”
“Oww, okay. I will wait but it’s kinda urgent. Hmm, it’s okay, take a rest. Bye”

He hangs up the phone and I’m back to my bed. I can’t sleep again. His word ‘URGENT’ is always on my mind. What kind of urgent? Err… I think I should meet him. I’m kinda a person like this, always curious about something and I have to find out what it is as soon as possible or I will go crazy. I call him.

“Hello?!”
“JungMin-ah, I think I can meet you today. I’m awake now”
“Really?! It’s okay if you can’t. Don’t push yourself”
“No. I’m okay. Totally awake and not tired anymore. Where I can meet you?”
“Hmm, I’m still at home but we can meet at our former school”
“Former school? High school or middle school?”
“Middle school. Around 07.00 PM?”
“Oww, okay. See you there”
“See ya”

06.15 PM, I’m ready to go to the Kyeong Gi Junior High School, my former school with many memories. Good and bad memories were creating there. I drive my car with a maximum speed. Yea, the school is far away from Seoul. Why Jung Min wanted to meet me there? I just parked my car and wow, he already there. He’s so fast.

I call him. His face seems so frustration. What happened with him? He makes a smirk on his face. He waves his hand. I can see his light brown skin hand waving at me. I can see he wears a red shirt with white hoodie. He is so handsome like that. As a man, I could say that he is totally handsome but why he never has a girlfriend even at once. He was so popular during school time. I was quite popular too but not really popular as him, but I had a girlfriend before. Yea, that’s my memory from this school. I walk approaching him.

His face suddenly becomes so serious. I hear what he said. I got a big shock when he said that words. I don’t know what I should say. I’m so confuse and my heart is in pain now after hearing his words. My head is spinning around now. I want to cry but it’s impossible.

"It's okay. I guess since there's not much left from our relationship. Stop apologizing, I'm not that hurt anyways. But, just please be a better boyfriend to her", that’s what I said unconsciously. His face becomes so happy. It hurts my heart. My deepest heart is really hurt. He hugs me.
“SeungHyun-ah, thank you so much!!! Do you know why I brought you here and said that?”
“Umm, I don’t know. Why?”
“This is the place where I met her for the first time. And also the first time we met each other and became close friends, weren’t we? Truthfully, I was falling for her first but she had fallen for you and you two ended as a couple. I became a crazy man that time. I couldn’t think straight, my heart was so in pain, I couldn’t do things correctly at that time. I even forced you to break up with her. But when I heard that you two broke up, I was so happy. Err… Oops, was I said that? Sorry, I didn’t mean it”
“Oh, that’s okay. I’m okay. Yea, I’m okay”. That’s the last word I said to him before we aparted.

On the way home, I can’t think straight. I drive my car so fast. I want to cry. I stop at the bridge which interlinks the way to Seoul. I take my phone and I start to press the number of someone. Yes, I called Kang Mi Ji. Woman we had just talked about.
“Hello? SeungHyun-ie?”
“…”
“Hello? Hello?? SeungHyun??”
“Hi, Mi Ji. How are you? Long time no see”
“I’m fine. Thank you. What about you?”
“I’m so so. Mi Ji, can we talk somewhere?”
“Hmm, I don’t know if I can today. Is it urgent?”
“Kinda of but it’s okay if you can’t”
“Okay, I will meet you in front of my house. I know that it’s really urgent”
“Okay, see you there”

I drive faster than before. I need to tell her about this. But then, I think again. I shouldn’t do this. I think it will just show her that I still love her. I don’t want her to misunderstanding me. I was the one who broke her up. I call her again and say that I can’t come. I feel so sorry to her.

I put all of my things in the couch. I can’t think straight. I lay my body on the couch and starting to cry. What is this feeling?! My deep heart is really hurt. Tomorrow, JungMin will say to MiJi that he loves her and hope that he can be her Boyfriend. Damn, just think about it, I really want to die. I still love her!!!

I take a long shower time. I cry under the shower. I only wearing my jeans and I sit on my desk. I take my journal book and start to write something. I don’t know why today so many of my tears always running down into my face. It’s so strange. Whenever I had a problem, I never had these tears. Maybe because it’s about a girl I loved. Also the radio has After School’s song BECAUSE OF YOU. Damn, even the song is really in with my situation.
I put the paper to the envelope and keep it on my desk. I take my cellphone and I go to my bed. I lay down there and I call JungMin.

“Hello?! SeungHyunnie, what’s up?? It’s already late.”
“Hello, JungMin. No, nothing happened. I just wanna ask you something. Can you meet me tomorrow at the Café near our office?? I have something to tell you”
“Owh, okay. But, are you really okay?! Your voice is so different”
“Yep, I’m okay. Don’t worry. See you there, tomorrow. At 10AM. Ok?!”
“Okay. Is there anything else???”
“Nope, that’s all. Bye”
“Bye, Nites”

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The Next Morning.
I can feel that my eyes are so heavy. I look into a mirror and I see that my eyes have a big lower eyelids. I couldn’t sleep well (again) last night. I wear a white t-shirt, jeans and black hat. I drive my car to the France Café near my office. I see JungMin there. Hey, it’s still 09.45 and he already there. Great. I think he really wants to know and curious what will I say. I open the door and JungMin waves his hand to me.

We talk about MiJi. I give him an advice if he becomes a couple with MiJi. I know it seems like I still love her. But thankfully JungMin doesn’t get it. I inhale more air and sigh a little.

“JungMin-ah, I just want you to know this before you become MiJi’s boyfriend”
“SeungHyun-ah, I don’t know if she will say yes or no. We still don’t know yet, right??”
“Yea, I know. But you need to know this”
“Okay, what’s it???”
“1st, She can't drink. And then she hates the fume of cigarettes. She also hates being alone so, be with her always. Last thing; make sure you always remember her birthday”

JungMin understood and leave me because he still has an appointment with MiJi. I still sit on the café with sad expression. The rain and the song in the café really fit with my situation. The café playing B2ST’s song SAY NO! (Please Take Care of My Girlfriend). Yupz, just like what I want. I hope MiJi will say no to JungMin.

30 minutes passed. I still sit at the café. My cellphone is suddenly ringing so loud. It’s JungMin. Damn it!! I can’t hear what he will say to me. But then I answer him. My face gets darker than before after hearing what he said. I know I make a rotten smile right now. I close my cellphone and then pay the bill of the cappucino which I drank recently. I go out from the café and start to walk in the rain. I can feel the tears of mine going down again. But because of the rain, it’s barely to show people that I’m crying right now. I look to the electronic shop and there are around 10 television playing Wheesung’s song JUREUREUK.What happen with this day?? Why the songs always fit with my situation today??

I cross the road without seeing the traffic light. It’s absolutely still green for the cars. I can’t think straight right now. A big container is in front of my eyes now. I smile and stay still. I kneeling down on the street and let the container hit me. The container immediately stops. The driver shouts some bad words to me. I move from the place where I kneeling down. I just stand up and walking to the side and suddenly I can feel a bus hit my body. I rebound to the other side of the road with many blood out from my head.

I can see people gather around me. Some of them scream to the other person to call hospital. Slowly, I close my eyes. My head is really hurt. 10 minutes later, I still can hear a siren of ambulance. I can feel the medic team put me on the bed. They are trying to stop the blood out from my head. I think it’s too late because before so many of my blood already came out. Now, it’s so hard for me to breathe normally. My heart makes a fast beat and slowly turn slow, slow and then no beat again. I exhale my last breath. The doctors are still trying to save my life by pumping air to get into my lungs. But there’s no reaction from me. Suddenly, I can hear someone calling my name and crying. That’s MiJi. The girl I love. I could feel my heart started beating again, although only a small beats. I can feel the air back into my lungs. I breathed again. Yes, I breathe again though still a little hard for me to breathe normally. Only one voice that could wake me up is MiJi’s voice. I heard her voice calling my name. For a moment, I’m thinking what the hell she is doing here??? I want to ask her but I’m on my critical condition. I’m in ICCU room now.

Next day, I can feel my heartbeat is going normal again. I open my eyes and I see a beautiful face is crying beside my body. Wait a minute. If that is me who lying on that bed, then who am I??? Oh no. Does this mean that I’m dead?! NO!!! I still want to ask her what she is doing here, why she is here and why she is crying. I see a nurse covers my face with a white cloth. Other nurses begin to arrive and bring my bed into the corpse room. I see JungMin also there and he is holding my bag. MiJi is crying on his lap. The doctor comes out and says sorry to them that I was dead last night. WHAT?!

My body will be buried next to my grandparents’ graves. My mom, dad and my older sister are crying so hard. MiJi and JungMin are also crying hard.

--TO BE CONTINUED--

That day,you knew that it will be your "going-to-hell" day..you walk on your class and your thought is right!!There are 6 bad boys on your class..you and them are a classmates now..actually,one of them is your neighbor and you two are a childhood friends..you still friends but not in school..

Suddenly,according to the teacher,without you knowing,one of them sits next to you..he smiles to you..your heartbeat is beating so fast when you see his smile..you tell yourself to not fall for him again..you know you hate him because he's someone from your past..
"Hi,long time no see..how've you been lately??",he asked you..you didn't answer him..he chuckled and backs to the lesson..he's smart but why he joined the bad boys gank??poor him..as his Ex-girlfriend you're upset with his decision..he's a good student before..

The bell finally rang..you go outside and meet your best friend..you tell her about that..
"what??DongWoon sits next to you??But..but..you and him were..."
"I know..what should I do??I don't want to fall for him again.."
you two break into a silence..the bad boys passing you two and DongWoon gives you a smile again..YoSeob,your neighbor,saw that and gives DongWoon an angry look..

Time passed as you and DongWoon never talk again..the half term passed..DongWoon still trying to talk with you but you never answered him back..he even waiting for you whenever the school is done..he wants to riding you back home with his motorcycle..he also always come to your house every morning to go to school with you..you still remember how he cheated on you 4 years ago and it created a big hole in your heart..he asks you anything like there was nothing happened in the past..actually,you always tell YoSeob what happened between you and DongWoon on phone..YoSeob was angry that time because he really loves you and he still has that feeling..

"YoSeob-ah..what should I do??He even came to my house yesterday!!You know that I hate him..since he's your friend,could you tell him to go away from me??If he always stalk me like this,I might be fall for him again and I don't want that..please,could you help me??",you asked YoSeob..
"Well,I can help you but in one condition.."
"What?!Tell me..I'll do anything for you!!"
"Really?!Then we'll do it with my plan..Ok?!"
"Uhh..O..O..Okay..",you don't know why your feeling suddenly going bad..like you just made a big mistakes to agree with him..hey,he's my friend and nothing to worry about that,you said that in your heart..

The next day,
You are in the Basketball field, playing Basketball with your friends after school..You're the captain of your school's Basketball team for the women..Suddenly the games stopped when some people going in to the field..YoSeob approaching you with his fellow 'bad boys' friends..He even says hi to you..You are confused and the boys either..DongWoon gives YoSeob an angry look and he immediately stands next to you, holds your shoulder and gives you a 1000 watt smile.. YoSeob doesn't want to lose and he also stands on the other side of you..He whispering something to you..DongWoon seems jealous..He pulls your hand and he kisses your cheek..YoSeob just smiling and gives DongWoon a smirk..The other boys just looking each other,confusing for their behavior..Suddenly, YoSeob holds your hand and runaways with you..DongWoon and the others looking at you two with a weird expression like there is a big question mark on their face..

In the aisle of school,
"Hey, did you get what I mean, (say your name)??", asked YoSeob..
"Huh?! Yeah, I got it but..", you answered..
"No but, please.. If you don't want to do it with my plan, then just over it and go back to DongWoon", YoSeob seems upset with your reaction..
"Aniyaa, sorry.. I'll do that.. Promise..", you said..He turned his back to you and smiles..He seems so happy with your answer..
"OK!! Then tomorrow, we'll do that!!", he said while hiding his happiness.."Hey, let's go home together", he continued..
"HUH?!To..to..what??Together??You aren't sick, are you?!Together, you said???How are your friends??You always going home with them", you're in shock..
"Don't worry about them..We will going home with them",YoSeob explained the un-think-able words,"Look! Here they are!! GUYS!!!"..He called them and embraces your shoulder..you can see DongWoon's shock expression..As planned, you are going home with the boys..DongWoon walks on your left and YoSeob on your right..Since your house and YoSeob's house are not too far from the school,you all decided to walk..YoSeob's house appeared first..When the others want to going in, you still walk to your house..DongWoon suddenly pulls your hand..
"(say your name), could you please stay here for a minute?! I'll be back here after I put my bag inside.. I have something to tell you",DongWoon said..
"Umm, well... Hmm.. Then just go to my house.. I want to change first..", you said..
"Really?? I can??"
"Yes, you can.. Well, see you", you run to your house with a red cheek..You still love him..You see your hand while changing your clothes..You still feel how warm was his hand when he held your hand..You know it would destroying Yoseob's plan but you always lose with DongWoon..

5 Minutes later, DongWoon rang your doorbell..When you opened the door, you saw DongWoon's face is battered..You knew it must be YoSeob..You're in panic and lead DongWoon sits on the couch, no one's home..You take some medicine and started to cure his pain..He screamed in pain..You cry..

"Why are you crying??"
"Nothing..It was all my fault..Sorry"
"Huh?!No..You are not guilty"
"But.....", you cry as well as he hugs you..You don't know that someone is looking inside from your window..DongWoon slowly 'touch' your lips with his sexy lips..You close your eyes as his tongue tryin' to 'catch' your tongue..You are in into his play..You two kissing each other on the couch and you even don't know that your position is little bit frontal..The man standing outside who watched this is angry and he seems upset and leaving your house with a teary eyes..He almost cries to see that..

Back to you, you're enjoying the way DongWoon kisses your neck and how he rubs your thighs..DongWoon kisses your lips again and now he brings you to your bedroom..He locked the door as his tongue plays inside your mouth..He puts you to the wall and he holds your hand tightly..You are out of your mind and slowly you grab DongWoon's uniform and undress it while you two are still kissing..DongWoon leads you to the bed with his kissing's skill..He's topless and you can see his beautiful abs..He puts you under him on the bed..He started again to kissing your neck..He rubs your stomach..He's about to undress you but you suddenly back on your mind and letting DongWoon go..He's shock..

"I'm sorry, DongWoon..I'm sorry..I can't do that..Could you please go from here??I don't want to..",you're not finishing your words yet, DongWoon kisses you again..He hugs you really tight while kissing you and then he kisses your forehead..

"(say your name),I know..I'm sorry..One thing,I always love you..Even for this 4 years,you still thinking that I'm cheated on you,I still love you..I can't forget you..Did you know that my heart was hurt a lot when you said you wanted to break-up with me..I was like a crazy man that time..I just could see you from far with a pain in my heart..Then when teacher Kim asked me to sit next to you,actually,I'm afraid but happy..Anyway,I love you,(say your name)..No one can replace you in my heart..believe it or not, you're my first and last love in my heart..I just want you to know that..Well, I'm going..take care..",DongWoon said that while wearing his shirt and you cry..He opens the door and leave you alone in shock..You run and hug his back..

"Wait..then why you cheated on me that time??Why??",you asked in cry..
"I told you.. I never cheated on you..You never believe me..That girl was the one who kissed me and not me.."
"Then what was she doing in your house that night??I saw her in your bedroom!!"
"Hahaha.. but you didn't see me right?!I was still on my way to go home and when I spotted her in my room,I didn't go back home..I went to DooJoon's house and slept there"
"What?! Sorry, I didn't believe you that time..Actually, I still love you too..I can't forget every single thing about our relationship..I wish time would turn back"
"Hmm, I know that you still love me..I can see it from your eyes..(say your name),there's no need for time to go back..why don't we start it all over again??Be my girl"

You smile and said yes to him..DongWoon hugs you and kisses your cheek..He backs to YoSeob's house to meet his friends..You think you should call YoSeob and tell him that you want to cancel the plan..You call him but no answer..well,maybe he's too busy with his friends..You decided to talk with him next morning before going to school..

Next morning,you already stand in front of YoSeob's house..He opens the door and say hi to you..
"Ready for today's plan?!", he asked you then kisses your cheek..Like there's nothing happened yesterday, he hugs you..You want to tell him but he always cut you..

You and DongWoon talk each other now in class..He even plays with your hair and once kisses your cheek, made the girls jealous..YoSeob and the other boys also saw that..The others just smiling but YoSeob is sad and angry..

When DongWoon is in his extra lesson,you ask YoSeob to follow you to the Music's room..
"YoSeob-ah..I think we should cancel the plan"
"Why??You don't want him to go from you??"
"Not anymore..I realized that I still love him and he feels the same as me..so, I'm sorry.."
YoSeob gives you a tight hug before you finishing your words,"Yo..YoSeob-ah..let me go..please,let me go.."
He doesn't let you go but he kisses your lips..You are shock and struggle..At that time, DongWoon who passed the music's room saw you..He just looking at your eyes..You look at him and He approaches you two..He holds your hand and pulls you till you stand behind him..He gives YoSeob an angry look and walk away..But YoSeob holds your other hand..

"Let her go!!",DongWoon said in low tone..
"No,you let her go!!",YoSeob replies..
"You two, let me go!!!",you scream..

"YoSeob-ah, what happened to you?!You are weird today..and what the hell was that kiss??",you asked YoSeob when DongWoon and him let you go..
"(say your name),you don't know??I'M CRAZY OVER YOU!!!You like a drugs to me,(say your name)..!!I LOVE YOU even when we are still a kids!!But that guy steal you from me!!!I want you!! I want you!! I'll do whatever I want to get you!!",YoSeob answered..you shock and DongWoon also..DongWoon want to hit him but you hold his hand..

"YoSeob, why you don't tell me then??If you told me, maybe I'm yours now..You can told me even before DongWoon came to my life and maybe I could accepted your love and yeah..you know what I mean", you try to calm YoSeob..
"But I was too shy"
"Then why you didn't tell me when DongWoon and I just broke-up??"
"I don't know but my lips always locked when I meet you.."
"So, that's not DongWoon's fault, YoSeob-ah..It's not your fault too..You're just too late..So, could you please let me go now??Could you give us a blessing??"
"NOT YET!!! The plan has to go as it was made!!"
"YoSeob-ah..I'm sorry..but my heart is still DongWoon's..You will find a better girl than me..I promise.."
"NO!! ALL I WANT IS YOU!!"
"BASTARD!!",DongWoon screamed and almost punched YoSeob..
"DONGWOON!!!",you screamed..

The other boys also came after hearing that YoSeob and DongWoon have a fight from the other students..Now you know what is that bad feeling when you asked YoSeob for his helps..Really a mistake to asked him..Actually, you can't hurt your friend's feeling..But what can you do??You think you should say this to him..

"Yang YoSeob!! If you are not letting me go, then blame yourself because I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER and I don't want to be your friend anymore.. Now, choose!!"
DongWoon and the others seem so shock to hear what you just said..Even YoSeob..

"Better you hate me,(say your name)",YoSeob answered and walk away..
DongWoon hugs you as you cry on his chest..The others followed YoSeob..

"I don't want to hate him, DongWoon..I never want to hate him..He's my best friend actually..He always there when I was in problems..I'm evil!!",you cry louder and louder on DongWoon's chest..

-6 months later-

You finally graduated from high school and one thing that made you sad..You never talk with YoSeob again after that tragedy..DongWoon and you attending the same university,YoSeob will go to America and study there..The boys have their own plan and this is how your High school life is end..

-2 Years later-

DongWoon and you live in one apartment and you're going to married next year..you opened the mailbox and suprisingly, you got a letter from YoSeob..this is the first time he sent you a letter after graduating..DongWoon and you opened the letter and read it..You cry after reading it on DongWoon's shoulder while DongWoon smiling..You two kissing each other and continuing what was 'cancel' 2 years ago in your bedroom..

Everyone ended happily..

YOSEOB'S LETTER :

Monday, XX/02/20XX

Dear (your name) and DongWoon,

How are you guys??My best friends, (your name) and DongWoon..Seriously and honestly, I miss you two.. I heard you two are living together now.. Well, is that good for not-married couple for living together??hahaha..

Anyways,I want to say sorry for what happened 2 years ago..I know it's kinda late to say this but really, from the bottom of my heart, I'm so sorry..I was suffering from this pain in my heart and I realized that I was so stupid that time..If I could let you go,we wouldn't be like that..But you know, I was still young that time..hahaha..You are right, (your name).. I found a better girl than you here..hahaha..I'm going to marry her next year..I heard from JunHyung that you two will get married too next year??Congratulations!!Hahaha..Wish I can come to your wedding day and you too, have to come to my wedding day..haha..

Okay, so many things I want to say but It would spend more papers..So, called me when you received this letter.. this is my phone number, xxx-xxx-xxxxxxx..Love you both..Miss you too..Hahaha..Come visit me in L.A!! Once again, sorry..Mianhae..

Your best friend,

Yang Yo Seob


-----THE END-----

3 Weeks Later.

Ki Kwang never showed up again after that incident. No news from him or his family. Yoo Mi lives in my apartment now and it made my mom angry. But after I told my mom what happened with Yoo Mi, she agreed to have Yoo Mi in my apartment. I look to her white thin face. I give her a medicine. She is so weak. I don’t know that her illness will be growing this fast. Just 3 week and she seems so sick.
Many times, I want to called Ki Kwang and tell him the truth. But Yoo Mi told me to not do that. I know her feeling right now. I see that she is ready to go to the hospital. Her face is so white. Poor Yoo Mi,
she has to have this kind of illness.

Doctor said that Yoo Mi has to have a surgery soon or she will die even if the percent of live and die is 20:80. Yoo Mi seems still love Ki Kwang so she decided to have a surgery. The day already set. Next week, she will have her surgery.

I call Ki Kwang to tell him about this secretly but. He doesn’t answer my call. Gosh, I feel guilty to him. In fact, yes I still love Yoo Mi but not that much like the old time. I know that Yoo Mi’s happiness is in the hand of Ki Kwang and not me. Ki Kwang should accompany her when she has her surgery. Yoo Mi now is totally in rest at the hospital. She can’t go anywhere again. She will stay at the hospital until the date.

Next Week.

Today is the day of Yoo Mi’s operation. Ki Kwang still doesn’t show up. The nurses already took Yoo Mi to the surgery room. I tried to call Ki Kwang but he still didn’t answer my call. I decided to tell his family about this.

“Hello???”

“Hello, aunty. This is Joon”

“Joon?? What do you want after stealing Ki Kwang’s wife??”

“No, aunty, let me explain and don’t get me wrong”

“What??? Explanation?? We didn’t need it”

“Please!!!! Aunty!!! YOO MI IS HAVING A SURGERY RIGHT NOW!!! I DON’T KNOW IF WE CAN SEE HER AGAIN!!! SO PLEASE!!!”

“What??? S-S-Su-Surgery??? What happened with her??”

“Your daughter-in-law is fighting with her life now in the surgery room. Please tell Ki Kwang about this. I tried to call him but no answer. Yoo Mi planned this because she knew that she can’t live longer because she has a tumor in her head. 1 month ago, she told me about this and she asked for my help to distracted Ki Kwang. She didn’t want to hurt Ki Kwang’s feeling but I think it just made Ki Kwang and Yoo Mi’s heart more hurt. I saw Yoo Mi everyday with a weak body. She even had a blood vomit everynight. She couldn’t sleep at night but cried for forgiveness from Ki Kwang. Her tumor grew so fast and today is the final decision if she can live or not. Even the doctor said that the percentation of Yoo Mi’s live is just 20%. Please tell Ki Kwang about this”

“What??? When did she already have that tumor???”

“Actually it’s been 3 years but she didn’t figure it out. 1 month ago when she checked up to the hospital to know if she pregnant or not, she had the news and ran towards my home”

“Oh, my~~~”

“Aunty??? Are you okay???”

“Yes, I’m okay but my strength’s gone. Joon, thanks to tell me about this. I will forward it to Ki Kwang. Thank you so much to take care of Yoo Mi. I will call Ki Kwang. Thank you, Joon. I’m so sorry if I…”

“It’s okay. Yoo Mi didn’t want Ki Kwang know about this but I think it’s wrong. You all should to know about this”

I hang up the phone and I sit in the bench in front of the operation room. I pray that Yoo Mi will still alive and she can live happy ever after with her husband.

30 minutes passed already. The surgery didn’t finish yet. I still sit down on the bench and suddenly I see a man running in the alley. That man wears a white shirt, black coat, blue tie and black trouser. At first, he seems so fine. But actually his face is so white and thin.

“HYUNG!!! Hyu…ng”. He cries when he saw my face. I bet that he already know about his wife. Yes, Ki Kwang is crying and trying to ask me about this situation.

“Hyung, what happened with Yoo Mi?? Why she didn’t want me to know that?? I’m her husband and I supposed know about this. I looked like a stupid man for this 1 month. I didn’t know what happen with my own wife and I still have a good life with my job. I didn’t try to search about this. What kind of husband I am???”

“Ki Kwang, please calm down. It’s already 30 minutes. I know that your mom already told you about the surgery. Yes, Yoo Mi’s life to live is just 20%. You know what, she couldn’t digest the food really well, she always had a blood vomit and she couldn’t walk in balance. So, we have to pray for her. She always loves you. She never loves me. I’m sorry. We told a lie. I feel guilty for you. In fact, yes I love her from a long time ago. But she didn’t. Do you know?? Everynight she cried and shoutout your name. She always said sorry in her cry. She even held your pictures everytime. She loves you very much. I hope…”

I see the nurses and doctors are running to the operation room where Yoo Mi had her surgery. The nurses brought many blood. Suddenly my face and Ki Kwang’s face turn whiter than before. I hope Yoo Mi is fine there. I can hear Ki Kwang’s voice in front of me.

“God, please help Yoo Mi. I don’t want to lose her again. You know that I love her so much. She is my first and last love. Please save her. Yoo Mi, please stay strong there. Don’t leave me again. I love you so much. Don’t leave me alone”, he said.

15 minutes passed and finally the lamp in the surgery room’s door is turning off. The doctor comes out. He asks which one of us is her family. Ki Kwang says that he is Yoo Mi’s husband. The doctor sighs a little while and tells us that Yoo Mi is alive. It’s a miracle for Yoo Mi. Ki Kwang hugs me and says thank you to the doctor. Yoo Mi’s body is finally come out. Ki Kwang approaches her and holds her hand. He cries while looking at Yoo Mi’s face. He says thank you to ‘sleeping’ Yoo Mi with a deep whisper in her ear.

2 weeks later.

Yoo Mi is already waked up since last week. Now, she is ready to go home. Not my home anymore but her home with Ki Kwang. Yoo Mi said sorry to Ki Kwang when she just woke up and Ki Kwang forgave her. They are a cute couple. I just see it now. I know that finally I already erased Yoo Mi in my head and in my heart. I look at her just like friend look at his best friend or his little sister. I’m glad that I can forget her.

Now, I’m on my duty to take them home. I can see their love in the car and I feel want to puke. They make me jealous. I also want a girl beside me. Maybe I should go to the blind date like my mom’s said. Who knows that one of them can catch my eyes?!

Okay, here we are at Lee’s house. But not included Ki Kwang’s parents and siblings. Just Lee Ki Kwang and Park Yoo Mi are in that house. This is my first time to see their house. Their house is quite big. They have 1 master bedroom in downstairs and 5 bedrooms with bathroom in each room – 2 in downstairs and 3 in upstairs- , 2 toilets in downstairs and 1 toilet in upstairs, a big kitchen, a big living room and they have a backyard too. Wow…!!! This house is amazing. They even have Ki Kwang’s officeroom. I heard that the house concept was made by Yoo Mi herself.

“Hey, you guys. Why you have 6 bedrooms?? I know the master bedroom is yours but what with the other 5??? Do you guys planning to have 5 children??? Hahaha”

“Oppa…!!! It’s so embarrassing!!!”

“Why embarrassing?? Of course, hyung. I want many children”

“Ya, Lee Ki Kwang. I just cured from my illness, how can you say that??? You didn’t love me??? Ok, fine”

“Hey, so sorry. I love you. Love you so much. Don’t leave me again, okay?! If you dare to leave me again, I will punish you!!! Understand??”

“Hmm, I understand huney. Love you”

They kiss each other. “Hey, you two make me wanna puke!!! Stop that!!! Stop doing that in front of me!!!”

“Hahaha… so sorry, hyung!!! You have to find a woman”

They ended so nice and so happy. I feel happy for them. I hope their happiness will be forever.

2 years later.

Today is my best day ever!!! I woke up early morning and dressed up so handsome (my opinion). I wear a groom white shirt, trouser, tuxedo and coat. I will get married with a woman I met last year in my office. Her name is Hyo Min. She is so beautiful and lovely. I love her and she loves me too.

I can see Yoo Mi and Ki Kwang with their first son attending my wedding ceremony. Ki Kwang is carrying Kwang Mi. Kwang Mi appearances is so handsome. His face is like his daddy with Ki Kwang’s eye and nose is there and Yoo Mi’s lips is there in his face. Kwang Mi is just only 9 months and he will have a brother. Yoo Mi is already got pregnant again for 3 months. I guess this couple wants to get their target before Ki Kwang serves in the military 2 years later.

“Hyung, congratulations!!!! Finally you get married today. I’m happy with you. Hope you get the happy life forever”

“Oppa, congratulations. I’m happy with you too”

“Thanks, you guys. Btw, Ya, Ki Kwang, Yoo Mi. Kwang Mi is just 9 months and you guys will give him a brother this early???”

“Hyung, it's a girl so Kwang Mi will have a sister not a brother”

“Whatever… but I still want to say congratulation too for you”

I have to go to the ceremony and say goodbye to them. This is the end of our story. I getting married with Hyo Min. Ki Kwang and Yoo Mi have a happy family and they will be waiting for their second child. I hope we always have this happiness in our life. No sadness again between us.

----------THE END----------

I wake up the next morning with that flashback as my dream. I see my face in the mirror. It’s really pathetic. My dark circle looks darker now. I also see my tears wetting my whole face. I wipe my tears and get up from the bed. I go to the bathroom to have a shower but I can’t even just hold the knob of the door. All of my strength seems already gone today. I sit on floor and I’m starting to cry again. My heart is really in pain. I waited Yoo Mi for 2 years and what I’ve got??? She got married with my best friend yesterday. Sometimes I feel stupid why I had to help them to get closer. I want the time to going back. Still on my sad feeling and crying, my phone ringing very loud. I don’t have any strength left to get up but I try to get up. I see the number and I feel stupid again why I had to try to get up. Yes, it’s Ki Kwang. I really don’t want to accept his call but my fingers automatically pressed the OK button.

“Hyung?! Hyung!!! Are you there??? Hey…”

“Oh, Ki Kwang. How are you?? Sorry I felt not good last night so I went home to rest”

“It’s okay, hyung. I’m good. REALLY REALLY GOOD. FINALLY I DID ‘THAT’ HYUNG!!! And it’s with my lovely wife. We promised each other if one of us getting married first, we have to tell about ‘this’ to the other party, remember??? Hell, yeah finally I did ‘that’. It’s so nice, hyung!!!”

Before I can say anything, I can hear Yoo Mi’s voice from there.

“YA, LEE KI KWANG!!! How could you tell oppa about ‘this’??? It’s so embarrassing, you know?! OPPA, SORRY, WE HANG UP NOW. BYE!!! YA, LEE KI KWANG… COME HE… (They hang up the phone)”

That situation makes me more down. I’m thinking about suicide now. No, I can’t do that. It will be ridiculous if they find out the reason why I have to kill my self. I look at the mirror and shout, “AAAAAARGH…!!!! LEE JOON!!! WAKE UP!!! DON’T THINK ABOUT HER AGAIN!!! ERASE HER FROM YOUR MIND!!! YOU STILL HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE!!! YOU HAVE TO HAVE MORE SPIRIT TO LIVE!!! GIVE THEM YOUR BLESSING AS FRIEND!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!”. Hmm, I feel more energetic now.

1 Year Later.

Tonight, my mom arranged me to meet a girl. Yes, blind date. I hate that kind of thing. But, just for make my mom happy, I will do that. I dress up with a black shirt, black coat and black shoe. I tied my hair like a ponytail. I’m ready. TING TONG!!! Huh?? Who’s that?? It’s strange for me to have a guest in my apartment except Ki Kwang and Yoo Mi.

I open the door and I have a special guest. Yoo Mi. Yes, Park Yoo Mi, Ki Kwang’s wife. I almost forgot her and now what is she doing here??? Hey, she is crying. What happen with her?? Are they having a fight each other??

“Oppa, let me in, please??”

“Oh, yes of course. Come in.”

She cries in my chest now. She hugs me so tight and cries. What happen exactly???

“Yoo…Yoo Mi, what happen?? Did you have a fight with Ki Kwang??”

“Oppa… Help me… No, we didn’t fight. We are just fine. But, please help me. I need your help. Please”

“Oh, okay. What can I do for you??”

I hear what she is talking about. I gasp and get a big shock after heard that. I don’t know if I can do that. It will hurt my best friend’s heart. But Yoo Mi wants me to do that. I can’t think right now. Should I do that??? Yoo Mi looks so pathetic so I nodded and said that I will help her.

There is someone in front of my door. He knocks my door really fast. I open the door and I find that it’s Ki Kwang.

“Hyung!!! Did you see… YOO MI??? What are you doing here, huney??? I was looking for you from this noon, you know. I was afraid that you will get hu…”

“Ki Kwang, I’m so sorry… But I dated with Joon oppa this day. I realized that I love him more than I love you. Can we over our marriage here??”

“Wh-Wha-WHAT?? What happen with you??? We were okay for this one year and WHAT??? You want me to divorced you??? NO!!! I can’t do that!!! And what the hell with you, hyung??? Why you steal my woman??? Did you know that she already have a husband??? I don’t know what happen here. I can’t think anymore. Yoo Mi, let’s go home!!!!”

“No!!! I want to stay here. I want to live with Joon oppa. Isn’t that right, oppa??? You love me right???”

“Y-Ye-Ye-Yes. I love you.”

“HYUNG!!!!” BUKKK!!! Ki Kwang hits me right in my eyes. He stared at Yoo Mi and leaves us with angry expression. Yoo Mi hugs me on the floor. Damn it!!! I don’t know to do right things. My mom calls me and I can’t accept her call. I see Yoo Mi crying on my bed. She cries so loud. I know it hurts her heart too. I look up to the paper from her bag. I understand why she did that to her husband.

"TO BE CONTINUED"